Eluded

From the void above to the noise below
Integrity is a myth, and this anarchy's thick
Pursues you to the edge
Teeter, black cloud

Now fall

Dizzy as you watch,
Watch closer comes the ground
There is no control left here
So don't try
Don't try and make a sound

We're losing this time, to new death born
Favored, then forgotten
All of this, and you still crave more

In this labyrinth of trust, we can find extravagant halls of apprehension
And tiny rooms of sequestered wealth
Now I'm throwing it all away
In exchange for something else

He used to once say "You can't love others, until you learn to love yourself."
I think that's some sort of bullshit meant for a plaque on a shelf

Given those terms, and in the event that it might be true
This loneliness will now be an eternal home
Where I can be fully dedicated,
To the infernal regions of the great unknown.